Time to type and end some of the questions. But first listen to Mila J. "Complete" Thats a good song, look at the video, who does she remind u of? Or maybe its jus me that thinks that...
#1
Cookie does = Jay [I love cookies and I love him so why not mix] Jay has been driving literally crazy. The week after Valentines Day I Got really frustrated about something and I stayed pissed off until 2days ago. I wasnt mad at whatever started it but ive been mad ever since My friend Miguel.[Ironically jus called me, why do we call each other at midnight?][so sexy] got kicked out while I was in Ga on the week of St Pat's day. I missed 3days of school and the day I leave he gets kicked out [wtf?!] and this week [monday] he goes b4 the council to see if he can come bk but thats another story of its own. The sunday b4 St pat's day I asked jay a certain question and he gave me a certain answer that wasnt what I wanted to hear. U ever have someone tell u something but its not exactly what u wanted so u only hear "No" or something like that?
#2
Well anyway I was at work when he and I had that convo and I kinda went off on him. I didnt curse much but I got my point across but I know I said some hurtful things. BUT I WAS RIGHT..so anyway...didnt talk to him again during the next 2days but of course I did half apologize for the way I said it but not what I said. I couldve handled it better. So Tuesday Mom says we're going home on Wed, whos the first person to tell? Duh, Jay then everyone else. We get there and I say "Im not assuming ill c u but tell ur mom hi" "U will and I will" but the first 2days Im there Im still pissed off about everything b4 and after what I say to Jay and then ontop of that Im pmsin so yes I curse everyone out and I do mean everyone and tell jay "Dont call me, im not callin u and if u do u will be cursed out" That wasnt even a warning, I wanted to hurt him.
#3
So a day passes and I say "When I leave dont call me" by the end of the day, Im not pmsing, Im almost in a better mood but Im sad so I ask him a certain question and he says yes so I kinda get over being sad. And Then I dont see him the entire time i was there. But, I didnt yell about it. Didnt even get mad again. We come bk and a day passes and Im not callin him but he txts me "Are U mad at me" "Nope"[Of course I was lyin but at the moment it didnt matter] "Good jus wonderin, call u lata after work" "K, im workin" I get home and sleep and he didnt call. Didnt care. The certain question mentioned #1, I told him something that would make it better and he says yes so Im thinkin its better. This is all up to monday or sunday of this week.
This week, Im tired of being mad. I don't care, brush it off. Some of what I said has to do with prom and some with afterwards. I was so mad I said I wasnt and ppl have convinced me to go but of course u know what I want for prom so..Im either going with Miguel or Jay. If I go with Miguel itll be close to as going with Jay, who oddly enough sounds like him on the phone. *Time to go bk and highlight things*
And now I jus wanna get thru the next 2months without killing someone. I dont know what Im doing on my bday, I jus want it stress free. Did I miss nething ? The pics, Im still not done with. And I wish u [lauren] and toyia were in my english! Lauren its weird we had 2 yrs! or was it 3? o.o | 
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